&the greying vision

Tuesday, April 03, 2007 2:25 AM

AND YES!
I BLOODY COULDN'T GET TO SLEEP!
and i'm pissed.
cos i just couldn't get into sleep for two ~~fucking~~ days!
and i just dun get the bloody tiredness that i'm supposed to get.
DAMN IT!
and can you believe?
for two days, i slept for two hours?
hell torturing man!

and this thing will get everyone laughing i guess.
this random guy, private message me on friendster.
saying something that really made me laugh like hell, and perk me up, once again! -__-!!

did came bout your profile.
blah blah blah!
would sincerely get know you.
i could start the ball rolling
with a simple self intro... ( and he goes on blah-ing all his self intro and mind you is one WHOLE PARAGRAPH! )
and one thing he wrote was, HOMELY!
=X
and he goes on asking ques.
what about yourself?
what do you like?
what men attracts you?
what are your dreams?
and he ended of with his nus biz grad and working environment.
and LASTLY! "would hope to hear from you soon!"

i see already, first reaction.
is this guy looking for a freaking wife?
what's with the homely thingy?
at my freaking age, i'm bloody looking for a boyfriend and not a husband.
to guys out there, boyfriend is not equal to husband.
and i think he's really out to xiang qing in friendster.
=X
i know i'm super duper bad to say this, but it's true, at least to me.
and what's with the whole lot of questions being thrown at me sia?
IT JUST FREAKED ME OUT, ALRIGHT?
and his ending is really lao tu.
=X
but lastly i'm sorry to being so sarcastic.

and i'm now watching one Corner with Love
it's fabulous.
you might think that it's just typical love story that happens between this couple and a third party came into the picture.
BUT!
you're wrong.
UTTERLY WRONG!
haha.
it can consider as a comedy love meaningful story.
it's nice.
and i laughed my ass off man!

Flames to Dust. Lovers to Friends. Why do all good things come to an end?
i dun like this sentence.
does it means we cant have happiness forever?

was telling someone that problems dun have an end.
so cheer up.
but how come i'm also mulling over stupid problems.
i just hate myself for having this feeling.
but i'll definitely wish this would come true for me.
Let Bygones Be Bygones
but can i really make it?
i need self-confidence.

a piece of good news for me.
i'm finally able to attend the CTSS's speechday, and to be seated down in the hall comfortable.
cos i'm invited for the speechday and prize giving ceremony.
for my whole sec life, i've been running here and there for the band.
and it's time for me to relax.
i was super surprised to received the invitation card from ctss.
was still thinking what's that.
and, like i always thot, i dun deserve a title of top students in 5n(a).
cos i lost to my own results.
that's all!

cos some one is urgently waiting to read my post! haha
=D

loves,
`cindy

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